Not Fun

Was so delighted on Mon AM when I went on line to order the carpet that
we had looked at on Saturday. Found out the color we chose WAS ON SALE!!
Saved $40.
Then minutes later I got an e-mail from our HS agency...basically saying
"Are you sure that you have approval? You know you don't meet Ch*na's
income requirements."
Yes, we DO know that. That is why we waited 2 weeks for an approval.
Somehow she does not quite trust something in the process and I'm not
sure why...this is the exact same process as we had the last
time....just some new employees.
My heart has been all over the place today....'Way down in my toes,
saying "Lord, we asked you to stop this whole adoption if it is against
your will...but NOT after we told everyone."
To "We will push through every mountain, because she needs a mommy and
a daddy and (even though she doesn't know it) a whole bunch of siblings"
Obviously went through a few tissues today....tonite the adoption agency
lady called and sounded very confident that she can work things through
with the HS agency....tomorrow. (The pleasures of working on 2 different
coasts)